Though, deep down I still do not totally believe that T.O. would attempt to commit suicide. Now I am not a medication expert or anything like that. But, from what limited knowledge I do have, I am sure pain killers can make you depressed in some way, especially if you are already a tad bit unstable, which no one can dispute. I hope its not true, because for all his faults, T.O. is still a great player, and deep down I still think he can be a very good teammate. I might be a bit polyanna though.